You hide behind a broken image
Of shattered glass
Your hope to last
For one more breath
past the breath allotted as your last.
You fear the blast of your past
that carries you uncomfortably fast
to that last breath you’ll breath out too fast
And sighing say I shoulda, coulda but didn’t
Because I hid behind a broken smile
an unspoken word that dragged for a mile.
You hide because of the stutter
the stammer that putters
that bothers nobody but you
So you sit on the pew
Ashamed before a god that isn’t ashamed of you
Ashamed of scars that nobody sees but you
Ashamed of flaws that are divine glimmers in the eyes of others
But you don’t see the you the others see
You see the you constructed to condemn you by you against you
You see this because you aren’t you
You are a thought you have that has taken over you
an image placed between you and another
separating you from any other
You are a perversion that you need to smother
Go back into mother, lose your other
regain your tie to the all-person tether
Realize you are God the father.
Now smile.
You see this because you aren’t you
Beautiful poem Chris.