I don’t know…
It feels like I’m losing you; before i even had you.
I don’t mean that sexually.
My guts feel all twisted up I’m so worried that I’ve done something wrong.
I feel like have done something irrevocable.
I so want you.
In so many ways
I feel like I’m walking a tightrope with no safety net.
I’m scared that it’s all a trick and on friday you won’t be there.
I’ll be left with a dead rose in my hand and an abyss in my heart
please don’t be a trick; please don’t leave before you even arrive.